I camwhored and I think I'm ugly

The typical pose?


My weird lips.


This is a poserific picture. Stupid chubby cheeks.

Bah all these pics are highly photoshopped. So my flaws can't be seen. *needs plastic surgery*

Girls just wanna have fun!

Things that I want/need to. Yes my betchy plans!

Go to Bluunis to do eyebrow embroidery. Currently they have promotion! RM598 for it with two free sessions of touch-ups. And 1 free eye collagen spa, 1 free facial and 1 free hot blanket slimming. it's really worth it actually! but sadly I am so broke

I'm going to Etude House (aka cheaper ver of Laneige) to buy Peach Pore tightening base, Tear drop liner, Lip concealer, Rose Lipstick and white eyeshadow plus the mini skincare Moistfull set!

And going to Face Shop for the simmering face powder, pytogemic face powder, foundation mayber?, face blush, lip care and many more nail polish since they have great discounts this month!

Okay and for Majolica? (aka cheaper ver of Shiseido) I am so going to get their Luminoustic Eye Compact, their black pencil eyeliner, nude lipgloss and maybe their Pore Compact powder? Maybe maybe maybe?

And okay Body Shop for their touch up concealer? Methink me needs it! XD

And lastly Anna Sui. Too expensive but I might reconsider for their Eyeshadow. It's smooth and it has nice colours! Ahhh what else?

And I need that ONNNA slimming pants from SHINS because I'm so fatty now T___T And yes more exercise!

Okay need to remember to buy Eyecream but I don't know what is a right brand. Not too expensive and it's good enough! And I so need to sleep early. Stand up straight! Gotta to go to Sasa for more face mask and maybe hot chilli slimming cream?

Any more ideas and suggestion for skin care and beauty?

New layout

Seriously, I update my layout more often than the entries in my blog. As you can see it's so freakin' empty. I'm out of ideas so I steal some inspiration from Reina's blog. I seriously need to remember to blog here. Hmm I should really blog about my college life then. Well I don't think it's anything special seriously.

I know I should post some beauty stuff that I bought. They are available in my Poupeé but no harm posting here eh?


It's still not open as I have not finished my Simple and L'Occitane toner.


It works! Well I've never tried others before.

I've been a fan of Etude House lately. Well because it's available in Sunway Pyramid and I always go to pyramid. Despite the awful pinkness, (Trust me I do get disturbed by too many pink) the designs, the price, the functionality of the items do impressed me. And I loved their flowery designs and their posters as well. I do have doubts at first because the price is way too cheap sometimes but I found out it's mother company is Laneige. So okey dokey. It shouldn't be bad.


This is absolutely loved. Why? Because my air-conditioned room is really drying and when I put on the moisturizer, it last till next morning. Woo-hoo. And this pack is worth Rm3 after I purchased some other items there. Scary sometimes.

Okay sleeping time and I so gotta do my assignments. Ciao!

It's TIME for updating!

Okay I know I know it's been such a long time. I seriously have terrible short-term memory. Usually when I'm in my dad's car. I'll be having ideas but when I come to work. I will totally forget about it. Which is really bad. I'm seriously absent minded. It runs in the family. NO kidding. My 7 year old sister is already showing symptoms! *shocks*

Speaking of short-term memory loss. You guys should really watch Memento. It's a movie director by the great Christopher Nolan. Yes he is the one who bought you Batman Begins and The Dark Knight as well as The Prestige. So you know his style.

Memento received great reviews in Rotten Tomatoes. Around 94% fresh rating. Yeah that is REAAALY high. Memento is one of those movies in which you can't blink or skip 2 minutes of it or else you won't really get the show. Now the main point of WHY the movie is interesting to watch is .. the movie moves backwards? What? Whoa? It's crazy. But yes it is! You will only know what really happen in the end of show which is technically the "beginning" of the story! So seriously try it out! The cast includes Guy Pierce and Matrix's Carrie-Ann Moss.

I'm off for this moment.

Dreams

I always have strange dreams every night. They say that dreams is a unification of your body, mind and soul. And by understanding it, you might really know you're true self. I always dream about water, lots of water, vast barren deserts or wide spaces, and sometimes ethereal dreams about flying. Or worst.. shooting, zombies, or in dark labs/factories. But until now, I don't really know my true self? I think it's time for understanding?

Taken from Dreamdoctor.com

WATER
Universal symbol for emotions. How water behaves in a dream always is significant. Rising water indicates rising emotions. Turbulent, choppy waters, in which a dreamer fears being swamped or drowning, symbolizes being overwhelmed emotionally. Tidal waves may symbolize specific threats that “loom in the distance.” Being caught in a swift moving current suggests being “swept up” in one’s emotions. Cloudy water suggests lack of emotional clarity, and fears of emotional contamination. Swimming or bathing peacefully in water symbolizes a comfortable immersion in one’s emotions. The ability to breathe underwater indicates accessibility to unconscious feelings and awarenesses.

Sometimes I can dream that I'm in a small pool and it's really really bottomless deep end. Scary right? But most of the time I dream about clear pool/sea/waters. They are rarely murky. But I'm afraid even though I manage submerge into water, even though I can breath. The fact is I'm really afraid yet fascinated by deep waters. Doesn't really tell anything huh?

TIDAL WAVE
Due to their association with water, tidal waves are common dreams representing disturbing feelings and awarenesses that threaten to “overwhelm” the dreamer. These fears usually are specific, rather than global. Can you identify what area of your life is emotionally challenging, that you fear may “swamp” you? If we run from a tidal wave, we are wondering if we will “survive” the emotional upheaval. Diving under recurring tidal waves indicates a willingness to “meet one’s challenges.”

I sometimes dream of Tsunami. Or tidal waves going to hit a city. Next thing I know the whole place is vast, leaving me alone. I think everyday is a struggle of knowing myself. Fear of swamping? I think I'm always running away from life.

CHASE
Common metaphor for feelings of being “pursued” by disturbing fears and emotions. Typical chase themes include pursuit by attackers who will hurt, rape, or possibly kill the dreamer, with the dreamer then experiencing all the commotion of running away, hiding, and out-maneuvering the potential attacker. Chase dreams often end with the dreamer waking just before being caught or found. Because we awaken directly from them, chase dreams commonly are described as nightmares. Chase dreams also can reflect literal fears of physical attack, or feelings of unwanted sexual attention.

I don't think those pursuers are going rape me actually. I think the one who is always chasing me are killers or the ones who will hurt me. Sometimes I get caught. There is one time I was dreaming I'm in a forest which is erm very bloody. And some zombie girl was biting me but I was moving real slowly. Then next thing I know I woke up. Yesterday I was dreaming, I was in a shopping mall running away from some agent guy. Before that I was dreaming of catching this culprit who apparently controls people's will with this fly/disease. Some Controlling Fly disease. WAIT sounds too much like Heroes 2x06 and House's African Sleeping Fly Disease combination. @_@ I think I watch too much of these shows.

But sometimes my dreams are results of watching or reading too much fictional stuff. But at times, my dreams came out of nowhere. Like I never even thought of it before I sleep! Weird huh? As for my water dreams. It's weird that I kept having those dreams because I never swim for like almost two years nor go anywhere near water areas.

Here are the sites where you can check out your dream analysis:
http://www.dreamdoctor.com
http://www.dreammoods.com/
http://www.dreamsfile.com
It's really interesting how they define the content of your dreams.

From, Lavhire (Lavena/Jac)