I guess I have to suck up my pride to be the mature one

After a long of rethinking, reassessment and discussion about my attitude. I guess I have way too many flaws that I can't comprehend. I follow my emotions too much these days. That is what led me to depression.

I guess I have to just learn to suck it up.

People may have their flaws when they pinpoint mine. But I should listen and change and don't pinpoint their flaws either. Because we are the mature one. They nitpick us, we don't. But not of course they until overstepped us. But then.. too much pride is bad also.

What to do? Being a human is so hard. Why can't we just all be free and easy? Well it's not that easy coz not all humans are the same. And it's sad and wonderful at the same time.

Now I should be looking at the things around me. Which is my darling, friends, assignments. Things that matter to me the most nows.

Gosh Gods Knows how Twittascope is so right T_T And I better not get carried away too much and step up to do my decisions.

And stop giving myself excuses and try to create a hard smooth exterior of myself. No I must!

zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I wish I was a bitch.
I wish I was a bastard.
I want to be a plant.
Or an animal.
Or an object.

Being a normal human being is tired and annoying. I'm sick of being step all over. I'm sick of not being respected. I'm sick of everything. And literally I'm sick of being sick.

A : I wish you good luck with your new BFFs.
B : Wish you good luck on your stupid obnoxious self.
C : The world doesn't revolve around you idiot
D : WISH ALL OF YOU WAKE UP FIRST BEFORE TELLING OTHER PEOPLE TO WAKE UP.
E : HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT PERSON FAKE? You God ah? Jeez..
F: I HATE PEOPLE INSISTING that person is something else when they're NOT.

FARKING ANNOYING PEOPLE.

I camwhored .... in the gym

My weird lips.


This is a poserific picture. Stupid chubby cheeks.

Bah all these pics are highly photoshopped. So my flaws can't be seen. *needs plastic surgery*

Girls just wanna have fun!

Things that I want/need to. Yes my betchy plans!

Go to Bluunis to do eyebrow embroidery. Currently they have promotion! RM598 for it with two free sessions of touch-ups. And 1 free eye collagen spa, 1 free facial and 1 free hot blanket slimming. it's really worth it actually! but sadly I am so broke

I'm going to Etude House (aka cheaper ver of Laneige) to buy Peach Pore tightening base, Tear drop liner, Lip concealer, Rose Lipstick and white eyeshadow plus the mini skincare Moistfull set!

And going to Face Shop for the simmering face powder, pytogemic face powder, foundation mayber?, face blush, lip care and many more nail polish since they have great discounts this month!

Okay and for Majolica? (aka cheaper ver of Shiseido) I am so going to get their Luminoustic Eye Compact, their black pencil eyeliner, nude lipgloss and maybe their Pore Compact powder? Maybe maybe maybe?

And okay Body Shop for their touch up concealer? Methink me needs it! XD

And lastly Anna Sui. Too expensive but I might reconsider for their Eyeshadow. It's smooth and it has nice colours! Ahhh what else?

And I need that ONNNA slimming pants from SHINS because I'm so fatty now T___T And yes more exercise!

Okay need to remember to buy Eyecream but I don't know what is a right brand. Not too expensive and it's good enough! And I so need to sleep early. Stand up straight! Gotta to go to Sasa for more face mask and maybe hot chilli slimming cream?

Any more ideas and suggestion for skin care and beauty?

New layout

Seriously, I update my layout more often than the entries in my blog. As you can see it's so freakin' empty. I'm out of ideas so I steal some inspiration from Reina's blog. I seriously need to remember to blog here. Hmm I should really blog about my college life then. Well I don't think it's anything special seriously.

I know I should post some beauty stuff that I bought. They are available in my Poupeé but no harm posting here eh?


It's still not open as I have not finished my Simple and L'Occitane toner.


It works! Well I've never tried others before.

I've been a fan of Etude House lately. Well because it's available in Sunway Pyramid and I always go to pyramid. Despite the awful pinkness, (Trust me I do get disturbed by too many pink) the designs, the price, the functionality of the items do impressed me. And I loved their flowery designs and their posters as well. I do have doubts at first because the price is way too cheap sometimes but I found out it's mother company is Laneige. So okey dokey. It shouldn't be bad.


This is absolutely loved. Why? Because my air-conditioned room is really drying and when I put on the moisturizer, it last till next morning. Woo-hoo. And this pack is worth Rm3 after I purchased some other items there. Scary sometimes.

Okay sleeping time and I so gotta do my assignments. Ciao!